You know how most talk about the 'holiday spirit', that it is supposed to bring families together and what not...definitely not the case for my family. I figured since today is Christmas Eve that things would be decent for atleast today. Wishful thinking on my part. Two of my aunts haven't talked to eachother in over a year. Te sad apart about this is my cousins are in the middle of it. it's really sad to see my cousins suffer because of my aunt's falling out. My cousins barely see eachother because of this. It honestly breaks my heart.. =/
So I survived my first semester in college. I already have my grades too. Some if the classes I should have did better in, especially history.
English- A-
Sociology- C
Music for Teachers- A
History- C
Well Merry Christmas Eve =)
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
stupid stupid stupid!!!
...that's exactly how i feel right now..After being faced this problem for the 3rd time now, I shoulda learned from the first time. I'm not going to say what the problem is because it's rather personal...
I really need to start learning from my mistakes..OF course this mistake involves a guy...how typical right? Most would say just cut the guy outta your life...I feel like it's impossible for me...he needs me & i need him.-___- Being on and off with the guy for almost 3 years now, I don't know anything else..But the situation i am currently facing it seems like the smartest thing to do.It's defintitely going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life..Things need to change and I'm the only one that has the power to do it.I don't even know how to end things with him cause I've never had feelings so strong for another guy..
On a lighter note..
I took my first final in English and got a B+ on it..and my final grade for the class is an A-. =) One thing to be happy about. Never really liked writing and expressing myself, but lately it seems like the easiest thing to do.
That seems like the only good thing I have going on right now...it's a shame because I'm 18...it's 'supposed' to be one of the best ages..I'm halfway through being 18.nothing awesome has come out of it yet...still waiting for that miracle..
I really need to start learning from my mistakes..OF course this mistake involves a guy...how typical right? Most would say just cut the guy outta your life...I feel like it's impossible for me...he needs me & i need him.-___- Being on and off with the guy for almost 3 years now, I don't know anything else..But the situation i am currently facing it seems like the smartest thing to do.It's defintitely going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life..Things need to change and I'm the only one that has the power to do it.I don't even know how to end things with him cause I've never had feelings so strong for another guy..
On a lighter note..
I took my first final in English and got a B+ on it..and my final grade for the class is an A-. =) One thing to be happy about. Never really liked writing and expressing myself, but lately it seems like the easiest thing to do.
That seems like the only good thing I have going on right now...it's a shame because I'm 18...it's 'supposed' to be one of the best ages..I'm halfway through being 18.nothing awesome has come out of it yet...still waiting for that miracle..
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