finally on track.

The first few months of this year have been pretty great, well besides a few things.

I have my head straight especially when it comes to my classes.The first test i had in math i got a 128. Technically, I'm supposed to have a 118, but the prof. added up the points wrong. Talk about irony.haha.My other classes are pretty good. The education class I have is pretty boring, but we have to observe in an elementary school. I observe in my old elementary school, it's pretty weird being there because I haven't been in the building since I graduated in 2003. The 1st grade class that I observe are adorable. I'm 120% sure that being a teacher is what I want to do with a part of my life. It's crazy how I was in that classroom not that long ago being the one taught, and soon enough I will be the one teaching.

I started jogging in the morning a few days ago. I've been wanting to do it for a while, but I can't stand the cold weather so you wouldn't catch me jogging in it. I also cut down on coffee. I'm pretty sure I'm going with withdrawal right now. I ALWAYS had at least one cup a day. I have it once in a while. No more junk food for me either. It's not like I'm trying to lose weight. I just want to be healthier. The only problem is I have my grandfather constantly telling me to eat wayy more and that I've lost weight. On the other hand I have my grandmother saying I haven't lost weight. Just leave me alone already, I know they care but there is definitely a limit and it was crossed a whilee ago.

It's funny how my grandfather is worried about my eating habits, but when it comes to his own he couldn't care less. AS much as I but him to cut down on the sugary drinks and stuff he just brushes me off. Considering he's having trouble with his kidney lately, he isn't in the position to ignore me. Everyone in the fam is trying to help him, but it's like he's given up the fight. I can't afford to lose another person close to me. It would definitely suck. =/ It's just sooo frustrating.

Rambling

I've been pretty busy lately, with what I have no idea.

So I went to the gym with my aunt and her friend today. It was really great! First we did this workout class with weights and stuff. It felt really good to work out like that. After the workout class there was this Zamba class (pretty sure I spelled it wrong). It was a dance work out class. Not much of a dancer but I enjoyed it a lot. The last time I sweat as much as I did was when I played soccer in H.S. I really wish I could join a gym near my house, but considering I don't have a job at the moment makes it pretty impossible.Until then jogging in the morning and crunches,leg lifts, and push ups in the evening.=)

The love life is pretty great lately. Thanks to someone, but still officially single.

torn..

I finally got what I wanted, but yet I'm not totally satisfied. He finally admitted he loves me..That moment is on the top 10 of best moments so far in my life. Things seem to be more complicated now..lucky me. When we are together it's the greatest, I've never been so sure about something in a while. Whatever happened to just living in the moment? I'm only 18, I'm not thinking about how long it is going to last with someone..forever is a word that doesn't mean much to me right now. Yeah, maybee in a few years from now. So I'm basically torn because when we aren't together i miss him like crazy, but yet we always seem to get into small arguments when we aren't together. The funny thing about this is we aren't a couple, like official and haven't been for almost 2 years. We have this unspoken agreement to eachother.The thing is I can't see my life without him right now...

Okay so I just needed to get that off my chest..I need a distraction from all of this.