the truth

Friday a friend that used to be pretty close told me basically my life isn't going to amount to anything. To be honest, I don't really care she said it. There are somethings I've done in the past few months I wouldn't normally do. They things she brought up weren't even that serious in my opinion. I got a tattoo about 2 months ago on my wrist. It's pretty small it says C'est la vie, of course haha. That saying basically sums up my life. Another thing she brought up was the fact I got my tongue pierced a month ago. No one can see it unless I physically stick my tongue out. The last thing she brought up was, well umm..weed.

I'm not spiralling out of controll..I could never let that happen, yet that's what she thinks will be the outcome.Yeah, she's my friend and what not, but to say my life isn't going to amount to anything is a little extreme. For the longest time I lived my life searching for the approval of my grandparents. That was such a waste of time.They say they are proud, but they have a funny way of showing it. If someome was proud do you think they would say "I didn't have a choice to take you guys in,I did it for your mother". She basically meant, I don't want you, but I had to take you in. Pretty fricken great to say huh? Ugh! just thinking about that gets me mad.But whatever!